New Year Wonderings

Happy New Year everyone!

I can’t help but wonder what this year will bring. Lord willing, I’ll finish seminary, be commissioned as a provisional elder in the Mississippi Conference of the UMC, turn forty, and who knows what else. It should be an exciting year, but it could also be a challenging one. The conference says we are moving, but the folks at Courtland say “no way!” Either way there will be changes. I’ll no longer have to split my time between pastor and student, but will finally be able to devote myself fully to the task of ministry in the community. Either way, whether here or somewhere else, it will be a new experience. Life without the driving influence of a seminary schedule will take some getting used to .

So what about resolutions? I’ve never been much on New Year resolutions, but I have made a few this year. Along with some personal commitments, I’ve also decided that it would be a good thing to focus some attention on my blog, Methodist Corner. Along with a new look, I hope to make weekly entries. Maybe I’ll be able to do more, but it’s always good to keep expectations reasonable. It’s easier to keep our resolutions if we don’t set the bar impossibly high. In the past I’ve done good if I made monthly entries and often wondered if my blog wasn’t just taking up cyber-space. We’ll see how it goes.

On this New Year’s Day, I pray with the Apostle Paul… “May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, until, by the power of the Holy Spirit, you overflow with hope” (Rom 15:13).

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Prevenient Grace and Sid

Psa 139:7-17  Where can I go from your spirit? Or where can I flee from your presence?  (8)  If I ascend to heaven, you are there; if I make my bed in Sheol, you are there.  (9)  If I take the wings of the morning and settle at the farthest limits of the sea,  (10)  even there your hand shall lead me, and your right hand shall hold me fast.  (11)  If I say, “Surely the darkness shall cover me, and the light around me become night,”  (12)  even the darkness is not dark to you; the night is as bright as the day, for darkness is as light to you.  (13)  For it was you who formed my inward parts; you knit me together in my mother’s womb.  (14)  I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; that I know very well.  (15)  My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth.  (16)  Your eyes beheld my unformed substance. In your book were written all the days that were formed for me, when none of them as yet existed.  (17)  How weighty to me are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them!

The psalmist has reached a place in life where, at least to the psalmist’s understanding, the Spirit of God surrounds us all, and even before we are known by anyone else, the psalmist is sure that God knows us, and cares for us. But was the psalmist always so sure? Maybe, there was a time, when the psalmist felt like a blade of grass.

I wonder what a blade of grass feels. Not, “feels like”, that would be easy. We could go outside, kneel upon the lawn, and gently glide our hand across the top of the grass, already turning brown as winter’s cold approaches, and let each tiny blade tickle our open palm. Or we could really get serious about this and press our fingers deep between the blades until our fingertips press into the gritty earth beneath. But, that’s really not what I’m talking about. I’m really wondering what a blade of grass feels. And not just any blade of grass, I’m talking about a very particular blade of grass. One in a billion, or a trillion, but one nevertheless, just one.

This blade of grass which has captured my thoughts – let’s give it a name – if we’re going to get to know this blade of grass, we can’t just call it “blade of grass” – let’s call it Sid. That has a nice organic sound to it. Well, this particular blade of grass – um Sid – has seen his better days. You see, I’m remembering July in Batesville Mississippi, and it’s hot. Several weeks before, things were going well. Sid was full of life and the color of spring, but on this day, as I remember standing at my kitchen sink and staring out the window, at the lawn losing its color, Sid stands as one among many – dry and brittle and very far from green. So I stood there, wondering what this blade of grass – Sid – must be feeling. What do you think? Does he know that it’s July and he still has August to go. I wonder, as he looks skyward, and feels the heat of the day, scorching the life from him – does he know that it’s rain that he needs?

Or does he just feel an ache, a longing, for something, to fill him with life again. As I stood at my kitchen window, one hot summer afternoon, and pondered this deep existential question, I was interrupted by a tug at my elbow. “Daddy, will you fix me a drink?” my seven year old son asked. He didn’t notice the tears in my eyes as I handed him a glass of ice water. He turned and hurried away, anxious to continue…whatever. You see, I remembered a time, when he didn’t know how to ask for a drink. He probably didn’t know what a drink was – like a little blade of grass. He just felt this gnawing in his stomach, this ache in his tummy, and he cried. My wife would go to him, even in the dark of night, no matter when, no matter what, and take him in her loving arms, console him, and provide for him.

God, like a mother, comes to us even when all we know is that something is missing, something is wrong, something is making our tummy ache, and we cry. God takes us in arms of love and fills our emptiness.
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Is There Ever A Reason Not To Be Truthful

In my last blog post I discussed the conversation going on at United Methodeviations which started with the authors post titled Caught on the Ethical Horns of A Moral Dilemma. Well, it seems that this question about “truthfulness” has generated a bit of controversy. Dan has offered a follow up post, titled Lying for the Greater Good, which includes a couple of scenarios that his readers suggested would be occasions when lying would be acceptable. I’m still with Dan, I don’t think it is ever acceptable to lie. Maybe I’m missing something, I don’t even see why this is a question. Is this just another step in the evolution of our permissive culture? Is it now okay for pastors to lie under the guise of doing what is best? The argument is that we should evaluate the greater good and the ends justifies the means. But isn’t truthfulness an end in itself? In other words we, as the people of God, strive to be a truthful people because God is truth. This isn’t a question of doing what is best based on our analysis of a situation. This is about being what God has called us to be. Let me know what you think.

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And the Truth Will Set You Free

In a recent blog post at United Methodeviations titled Caught on the Ethical Horns of A Moral Dilemma, Dan Dick discusses the willingness of pastors to lie if they think it is necessary. In the article he tells about a recent seminar he attended where the question was raised, “When is it necessary for pastors to lie to people?” I agree with his response — “Never.” He was troubled by the reaction of his colleagues who then attempted to justify their untruthfulness. I am more than just troubled, I am appalled! Especially after reading some of the comments that followed the article.

I added my own comment. It’s reprinted below. What do you think? Did I get it wrong? Come on, tell me the truth.

If this is what “the church” of today has come to, then I want no part of it. Is there ANY situation in which you can imagine Jesus lying, stretching the truth, not telling the whole truth, or anything else you want to call it? If a person can’t find a way to communicate without telling a lie, then maybe they are talking too much. Maybe there are situations when a thoughtful response is necessary, but I can’t think of a situation where lying has made the situation anything but worse. If we can’t get this one right, we are in serious trouble. How are we ever going to get a skeptical unbeliever to believe we love them if they can’t even trust us? We may not be perfect, but we can be truthful. If you can’t, dont’ say anything at all.

In the interest of civility, and since it wasn’t my blog, I said “don’t say anything at all,” but what I really wanted to say was “keep your mouth shut.” Maybe I’m overreacting, but I say, if we can’t be anything else, we can at least be truthful.

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Back to School

Well, classes have started for the Fall semester at MTS and I am beginning to see some light at the end of the tunnel. I hope to graduate in May; only two more semesters left. It’s been a long journey which started a little over three years ago.  There have been great classes and lousy classes, wonderful professors and not so wonderful, but all in all it has been a good experience and I have learned a lot. Now if I can just stay focused for the home stretch…stay tuned…

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Describing God

manhatlogoI heard Adrian Rogers on the radio the other day say that “God is the circle whose center is everywhere and whose circumference is nowhere.” Now that is something worth thinking about.

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Serving Others vs Serving Self

I had someone tell me recently that, “It’s all well and good to worry about your neighbors needs, but in the end a person needs to make sure they’re right.” Right, as in “right” with God. Ever since then I can’t seem to get this out of my head. I can’t be sure, but I think they may have been trying to say that I spend too much time preaching about serving others rather than personal holiness. Maybe that’s true, I do tend to focus more on the Christian life being most fully expressed when we deny ourselves and serve others, better known as “loving your neighbor.”

Mark 12:28-34

28One of the teachers of the law came and heard them debating. Noticing that Jesus had given them a good answer, he asked him, “Of all the commandments, which is the most important?”

29“The most important one,” answered Jesus, “is this: ‘Hear, O Israel, the Lord our God, the Lord is one. 30Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’ 31The second is this: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no commandment greater than these.”

32“Well said, teacher,” the man replied. “You are right in saying that God is one and there is no other but him. 33To love him with all your heart, with all your understanding and with all your strength, and to love your neighbor as yourself is more important than all burnt offerings and sacrifices.
34aWhen Jesus saw that he had answered wisely, he said to him, “You are not far from the kingdom of God.”

Pay particular attention to verse 33. This teacher of the law had come to the realization that there was something more important than acts of personal holiness. That is, loving God, and loving neighbor. Because of this, Jesus tells him that he is “not far from the kingdom of God.”

Now don’t get me wrong. I am after all a Methodist. I believe in holiness of heart and life. I just don’t believe that you can separate holiness from serving others.

And what about Matt. 25:34-46? Here the disciples have gathered with Jesus for the last supper. Jesus is teaching them, trying to prepare them for what is to come. And he washes their feet. This is a supreme act of subservence. The washing of someone elses feet was a task reserved only for slaves. Jesus tells them to go and do likewise. He wasn’t telling them to go around and start washing everyone’s feet. He was telling them to serve.

Mike Waters, in Spreading the Word, wrote, “Our Lord and Savior set a superlative example of serving others during his brief three-year ministry… A study of the life of Christ will reveal a character unconcerned with the serving of self. Jesus took advantage of every opportunity to instill this same trait in his disciples Christ wanted his disciples to understand that they must learn to think little of serving self and much of serving others” (Spreading the Word, Vol. 3, No. 8, March/April 1991).

And for reflection consider the following verses…

James 2:14-17

Matthew 25:34-46

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Do Not Be Afraid

Matthew 14:22-33

Ever since learning of John the Baptist’s death, Jesus has been seeking a moment of solace, away from the crowds, away from the pressing obligations of ministry. But the people just won’t leave him alone. Jesus even tries to flee, well maybe not flee, but he withdraws to an out of the way place. The crowd following him must have known a shortcut, because they beat him there and are waiting when he arrives. Instead of sending them away, Jesus ministers to them. He shares with them the good news and heals them.

This goes on well into the evening and the disciples begin to worry. It’s suppertime and here they are with thousands of other people in the wilderness. Where will their evening meal come from? The disciples, moved with compassion for the people, ask Jesus to send them away. But instead of sending them away, he tells them to feed the multitude of people. Matthew tells us that it was five-thousand men, plus women and children. All these people and he wants us to feed them? That had to be what the disciples were thinking.

You know the rest of this story. The disciples say that they only have five loaves and two fish. Jesus says, “Bring them to me.” He blesses the loaves and fish, and then begins to divide it among the disciples who then give it to the people. It’s an amazing miracle, included in all four of the gospels, but it’s not nearly as dramatic as the miracle from our gospel reading, but it sets the stage for what happens next.

Mat 14:22 Immediately Jesus made the disciples get into the boat and go on ahead of him to the other side, while he dismissed the crowd.” (v. 22).

After the feeding of the multitude, Jesus finally has the opportunity to be alone. He stays behind and sends the disciples on ahead of him. At Jesus’ direction, the disciples get into a boat and begin to cross over to the other side of the Sea of Galilee. Jesus then dismisses the crowd

Mat 14:23 After he had dismissed them, he went up on a mountainside by himself to pray. (v. 23a).

Now he finds the opportunity to pray. He goes up on a mountainside to be alone.

“When evening came, he was there alone,”(23b)”but the boat was already a considerable distance from land, buffeted by the waves because the wind was against it. ” (v. 24).

Jesus is alone on the land, separated from the disciples by about three miles of rough water. Matthew tells us that the disciples were having a rough time. They were diligently trying to carry out Jesus’ directions, but found themselves unable to make much headway. The wind and the waves were beating against the boat keeping them from their destination. Try as they might, they just couldn’t make it.

“And early in the morning” (v. 25a).

And then, “early in the morning” – it is the fourth watch between 3:00 and 6:00 a.m., the disciples have been at this for several hours now, they’ve already had a big day, they must be exhausted. It’s dark, the wind is blowing, and the waves are crashing against them.

And…

“Jesus went out to them, walking on the lake.” (v. 25b).

Jesus walks to them on the water.

” When the disciples saw him walking on the lake, they were terrified. “It’s a ghost,” they said, and cried out in fear. ” (v. 26.)

Somehow, someway, in the middle of their frantic efforts, they manage to notice this figure approaching. They strain their eyes in the dark of night as they frantically work the rigging of their boat. They are desperate to keep things under control. They have to keep the boat moving in the right direction.

The storm, while dangerous, is familiar. While they may have been frightened by the wind and the waves, it was the sight of Jesus coming to them, walking on the water that terrified them.

Jesus responds with a threefold statement: “But Jesus immediately said to them: ‘Take courage! It is I. Do not be afraid.’” (v. 27).

“Peter answered him, ‘Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water’” (v. 28).

“He said, ‘Come.’ So Peter got out of the boat, started walking on the water, and came toward Jesus” (v. 29).

And with one word, Jesus answers Peter’s fear and doubt. “Come,” he says. Peter gets out of the boat and begins walking to Jesus on the water.

For Peter, this is a moment of both weakness and strength. He doubts – “if it is you”, but he wants to believe. He fears, but steps out of a perfectly good boat into the storm. What must that have looked like? I wonder what Hollywood and their computer graphics would do with this one – Peter stepping out of the boat and the swirling water bearing his weight. And then, step after step, his faith is tested and the authority of Jesus is proven, as Peter walks toward Jesus.

“But when he noticed the strong wind, he became frightened, and beginning to sink, he cried out, ‘Lord, save me!’” (v. 30).

But then, Peter remembers where he is. What am I thinking, this is impossible, I can’t walk on water. And he feels the strong wind and sees the waves, and he begins to sink beneath the waves. In desperation, he cries out, “Lord, save me!” Jesus reaches out to him, lifts him up, and sees him safely to the boat.

Jesus says, “You of little faith, why did you doubt?” (v. 31b). Jesus first saves Peter, then gently rebukes him.

“When they got into the boat, the wind ceased” (v. 32).

“And those in the boat worshiped him, saying, ‘Truly you are the Son of God’” (v. 33).

Wow! What a story.

But you know, I have a problem with this story. It’s that everything turned out okay. In fact, in most of scripture, things turn out okay. Or at least that’s what we like to remember.

The blind man gets his sight,
the adulterous woman receives forgiveness,
the Prodigal Son returns home,
Doubting Thomas gets proof,
the hungry are fed,
Peter is safe in the boat,
and Jesus calms the stormy sea.

And the problem is, in our own lives, solutions don’t seem to come that easy. And even if we are blessed to experience calm waters on occasion, there’s always a storm cloud on the horizon, threatening our safety.

We row our boats as the storms of life rage.

But I know this; that the same Jesus who drew near to the disciples in that tiny fishing boat also draws near to us when the storms come. Offering us words of hope, “Take courage! It is I. Do not be afraid.”

Author Robert Capon says that “most of us would like to think of Jesus coming to the rescue in some heavenly tow truck, offering us hot chicken soup as he tows us to safety.” In reality, Capon writes, “Jesus does come to us in the storm, and he sits and suffers with us until the storm has passed. Jesus draws near to those who are hurting.”

And it’s a good thing that he does draw near, because this was not the last storm that the disciples would face… they would see their messiah crucified, they would witness his resurrection, and then be sent into a harsh world to share good news, and be persecuted and killed for their trouble.

Remember – Jesus sent the disciples into the stormy seas, so it’s not surprising that we find ourselves there as well.

And in the midst of our storm, as Jesus draws near, he calls out to each of us to step out in faith.

Even when faith seems unreasonable, and even when we can’t see any possible solution on the horizon, he invites us to not be afraid, to trust in him.

You may be going through a difficult time in your life right now. The wind is against you, and it’s been that way for awhile, and you are weary, or discouraged, or lonely, or afraid. Jesus approaches, walking upon the very circumstances that frighten us.

“Take courage! It is I. Do not be afraid.”

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